i want..

I want you so badly.


Currently on a week of study break. I hate breaks. Think you guys must be thinking that i'm crazy. I hate breaks because break=more time to think about things. I hate it. I don't like it when my mind wonders around. Its something i can't control. I just want to keep myself busy forever so that i can stop thinking. Am i like running away from reality by thinking this way?


I know somettihngs are impossible. But why am i still hoping for it. My heart just still longs so much for it even after so many things have happen.







Shouldn't you be my lady?

Just pictures for today.
Wonderful friends i have in Shatec.

I feel tortured,

Funny how love can turn to hate.
So the once true love was not real at all?
I wonder.

Busy.

I WANTED TO UPLOAD PICTURES! BUT BLOGGER IS BLOODY SLOW TODAY!
One word to sum up practical test:BAD









I wanna see you everyday.

I'm tired.

Bring me back to life.




SO, this week is kinda crazy. Another few more project added. I see myself dying soon. AND WHOEVER WHO INVENTED FORMAL WEAR SHOULD JUST BURN AND DIE!!!! Hate formail wear the most. Kill me. Out of this week, i think i only enjoyed like friday and saturday.

Stayed over at Dianne's place. Hahahah. Did some studying and lots of cooking. Suppose to be the other way around. BUT we end up doing the other way around instead. Then yesterday went back to school just for one bloody lesson. STUPID! ONE HOUR ONLY!! so after that, went for lunch with sarah, syaf, hanna and iffah. As usual, i'm the only one from dcs. OH OH OH. I CRASHED THEIR ENGLISH LESSONS after lunch. hahahah. quite fun. Was playing pictionary. Someone FAIL at drawing sushi. hahahah. Shall not say who.

Don't know why me,sam and hanna end up going to vivo with syaf. Had bk there. Bah. It was ok. MACS FTW. Then sam went off, syaf went to work. So me and hanna jsut sit on the pool area(whatever you call it) and talk until like 7 plus. Then i'm too lazy to type what else that happen. hahaha.






Maybe you're the one that could save my life.

Off with the good old days.

I wish that i can stay pissed or upset with but forever. But i can't. It always end up with the love overpowering the anger.




Save me because i'm going nowhere.

Do i look like insurance to you?
why are you treating me like your insurance.
When you need me, you come to me.
When you don't need me, you put me aside.
Thanks for doing that.









It died.

Give me a break.

I just need a break from so many things.
It kills.

I died.

I miss you.



Lets just say that today is horrible. Reached school and felt like dying. Was so bloody tired. Felt sick and sore all over. Then i was told about something. Felt like someone just dropped a big big bomb on me and i went KA-BOOM.


During IS i made mushroom soup,vegetable chowder and tomatoe soup. All went well. But wasn't really in the mood to like cook. Received brownies from our DPB friends. ITS AWESOME. THANKS GUYS. SORRY YOU HAD TO WAIT FOR US FOR SO LONG. So went for lunch with them after IS. For some reason, shalini keep spilling stuff. She can be like some spilling queen or something.


After lunch, walk to the bus stop with hanna. Bloody hell. The Sun was like out to bake us. Felt like some baked potatoe. Everyone have plans on labour day. I'm the only lonely soul who is alone.
bah. life sucks.




I have never felt that way since you left.

STOCK STOCK AND MORE STOCK!

Hi samantha Chong. i dedicate this picture to you.

Did chicken stock and fish fume(can't rmeember the spelling) today! Hahaha. Think all of us did quite well. Better then the usual IS. Think Chef Fun's scolding have really woke us up. Thank you chef fun!

HANNA! CAN I STEAL YOUR SHOES PLEASEEEEEEEEE! ITS SO CUTE! ITS LIKE PURPLE PLUS ORANGE! How awesome is that. But she's mean. She don't wanna give me her shoes. Pout. I can only admire it. Shall go sign my name on it. THEN ITS MINE. MUHAHAHA.



Shall go off to bathe. bye bye.

I miss The Rev.


Bah. Tummy's feeling weird. Think its because of the mayo yesterday. To adel woon. I HATE MAYOOOOO! First thing when i reach home is to have my mum yelling at me. Seriously, how annoying can mothers get.

So Chef Fun introduced us to Chef Samson today. He's gonna take over Chef Fun. Wish he could stay with us through out the whole year. Althought it have only been two weeks with him, i have really learn alot. Its like he and our class get along really well. Will miss the time where he jokes with us. Sucks. Hope Chef samson will be nice.

Shall go off to get a drink.

Caught in between.

I don't know what to do.
I'm caugth in between the past and the present.

#1 : Nostalgia.

So. HI MISS ONG I KNOW YOU'RE READING.

So, the second week of school is over. Everything passes SO quickly. I feel like i don't even have time to breathe at all. Everything seems so fast paced, unlike secondary school. I kind of miss life back in SAC, where everything was a bit more laid back. At least we don't have school on Saturdays!

But i have to admit i do like Shatec. Awesome company, and awesome mentors, who like to gross us out. I'm sure I'm going to enjoy my next one and a half years stay in Shatec. Can't wait to unveil what is being installed for me.

So, over the past two weeks, chef Fun has taught us about seven dishes. I must say they turned out... Not bad. But there's always room for more improvement! (I know this sounds so cliche, but I really feel this way!)

I'm tired. Goodnight! See you guys in lala-land. :D